I know all about you guys, I know mainly the bad parts but I also know some of the good. You probably assume he only tells me(the new girl), the worst things but youre wrong.. This is one of many reasons, hes with me, not you.. You assume. You think the lowest of him and you look down upon him. I have been with him for quite a few years now and I really don’t understand how anyone could let a man like him go. Than again, I feel as if I have a side of him nobody ever got to experience. For that, I am so grateful.
I know you guys have tried reaching out to him, its been months, years but you throw him a text to say hello or ask how hes doing. Or maybe you reach out because you realize you messed up or you see hes doing well and you want him back. I know you guys enough to know you wanted the satisfaction of getting a rise out of him and any kind of reply just to see if his feelings are still there. I also know you’re starting to realize that its different with me unlike the other girls he dated after you that he would mess around with until you guys would get back, I know you’re starting to realize hes not going to take the chance of messing things up with me.
I’m not sitting here trying to act like I am better than you or prettier than you or smarter than you. But I am sitting here letting you know he loves me more than he ever did with either of you. I love him more and more each day and I never let it slip, I never let him question my love for him, or especially my trust. I didn’t come into his life by meeting him at a club.. I didn’t come into his life by begging for a title.. I didn’t come into his life bringing him craziness or stress or a tiring relationship. I came into his life calmly and peacefully. I came into his life offering nothing but friendship and with that, we fell helplessly in love.
You probably assume hes going to screw me over and hurt me the way he did to you. Welp, wrong again. Ive heard countless amounts of stories and by the looks of the way you present yourself, I don’t understand how you expected him or anyone for that matter to ever respect you. I treat him with respect and loyalty, and that’s what he gives me in return.
But all in all, as much as it makes me itch at the thought of all of you, I no longer let any of it get to me. I don’t hate you or dislike you or am out to get you. Because I won. Whether you will ever admit it or not. You guys got the boy and I got the man. I get to wake up beside him every morning and kiss him goodnight each night. I want to thank you for hurting him and showing him the worst kind of “love” possible, because I was the one who was able to really love him and give him what he deserved. I am the one by his side. And I am the one who has the privilege of spending forever in his arms.